Today I got to spend the day with my mom shopping for baby stuff. It was such a fun exciting day for me. A day I never thought would happen for me. I never thought the day would come that I would get to shop for MY baby. Yes I know that we have not been placed yet but at the end of the day we do need to get ready for that phone call.
This is a big step for me. I had put up such a wall that I wouldn't allow myself to feel those type of things. We had a nursery totally done and I couldn't even have the door open to it; was to hard to see. It was full of heartache not hope and joy. I wouldn't let myself think that this would ever happen for us. That we would have the joy of a baby in the house and our lives. Finally I realize it is going to happen and that we are going to have a family. We are going to be happy. Yes there will be problems and hard times but it will happen.
I was able to get some great things to have for "that" phone call. I got a great travel system on clearance at Toys R Us where I can get the bases for the other cars. So I am able to get the system and 2 bases for the cost of 1 system we picked out. Lots of other good stuff to have on hand for a few days at home and until we have a shower.
So now all we need is a baby! I know that it will come in God's time. he has had a plan for us from day 1 and it will happen when things are right and ready! I have decided to take a few other "waiting" mom's and I am going to use that room as a prayer room and in time it will be blessed!
Please keeps us in your thought and prayers you just even know when that call will come.
Thanks so much!