As I was lying there and thought God please help me. Help me to find my way back to your loving arms, to the way you want me to live. It is so easy to be temped by sin. I have become someone I don't like very much, I have lost my way. I know that God was there, he answered me, you know how he answered me? By letting me see he has always been there and I know what to do to become the person I want to be. It is also nice to know that no matter how many times you stray that God is willing to accept you back into his arms if you just ask for forgiveness. I worry about writing these kind of things for fear people will be offended or judge me, and I just am not going to be that way anymore. I am proud of the things that God has brought to my life and I know I would not have them without my faith. I am not going to promise I am going to be a "perfect" Christian but let's be honest who is. We all have faults.
My wish is for everyone who reads this to not take offence to it but to think about where they are in their relationship with the Lord and think about someone you know who does not have one at all.